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Saturday, January 22, 2011

Saye Ade Bakat laaaaa... hahaha...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t :-)))))))))




Hehehe... so arini saye bosan kat umah xde bende nak buat. Then tetibe tgn nie gatal la pulak nak belek2 kotak yg simpan brg2 lame. Nak mengenang mase silam la kononnyee... hehehehe.. Ade jumpe perfume la, jumpe gamba lame, buku2 yg saye beli tym2 study dulu, ngn ade frame gamba yg Yana bagi as present. Sumenye brg2 mase study amek degree dulu. Suddenly ade pulak terserempak dgn 'kwn lame'.. heheh.. besfren nie, besfren mase taun 3. Siannnn die, da kuning da paper die, tp kulit dpn die tetap maintain awet mude. Buku nota kuliah sebenanye. Sepanjang taun saye gune buku tu tuk tulis nota sume subjek. Tgh belek2, sampai muke surat blakang skali, saye jumpe sesuatu yang menarik~~~~

Tak penah ingat pun saye ade bende tu kat situ. Rupenye dulu saye penah tulis satu sajak! hahahaha....A poem actually.... If i need to express something, whether it is sad, or anger, or shame, or happy, it'd be in english. Dont ask why... it just seemed right. hehe.. Anyhow, this is the poem that i wrote:


"THE MISSING"



How fragile is a heart?
Or is a heart really fragile?
How can it be,
When a heart can hold such pain,
Such extreme anger,
A soulful of sadness inside,
How unfair for a heart,
So full yet suddenly empty,
For all the missing,
 will remain the missing,

Once a home is now a house,
and once a house it will soon be gone,
How can friends be friends,
when its good you appear,
when its bad no one cares,
Or if one cares, 
why is the missing is left unnoticed,

How odd to have nowhere to belong,
no place of acceptance,
a place of no betrayal,
Not even death gives you peace,
as you'd burn in hell,
So is a heart really fragile?
If it holds the missing inside....


eheeee.... tak sangke saye bole tulis poem camni ek? Kagum gak sebenyanye... hehehe... actually i wrote this poem mase tgh stress. Well, it was when i was burdened with my parents's divorce. Anyway, its an old story. I was extremely sad mase tu, and i was jealous of the people around me yg sronok gurau2 masing2, unaware of my sudden change of mood. So i took a pen and spill my emotion in this book. Tried to hold my tears from falling, dont want the others to see me crying, didnt want to spoil their happiness with my personal problems. O well, everything is good now. Nasib bek la otak saye nie waras kan mase tu. Tgh stress pon bole keluarkan ilham. Kalo org len mau terjun jambatan kot. hahahaha..... Strong will is all you need to deal with any downfall :-) Just like as quoted by ms Nancy Reagan:


 "A woman is like a tea bag - you can't tell how strong she is until you put her in hot water"



That is all from me! Good day folks :-)



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