Greetingss fellow earthlingsss!! We martians (eh salah.. venusians) are happy up here making friends and enjoying each other's company.. but it would be nice to have some martians around sometimes bcoz life among these venusian darlings tend to be quite boring, and martians always came by with a promise of a little adventure in our humble little pink planet.
ape-apelah.............:-)
truth is..... saye penat!!!!! saye tak tdo mlm tadi...... saye penattt.......... saye tak tido jugak mlm yg sebelum tu dan yg sebelum sebelum tu.... (tp tdo kejap pas mase2 solat) hehe.. boleylaa, asal ade.. nasib bek mate x nampak eyebag.... thanks kak asmah kerana telah menjualkan 'magic cream' kpd saye.. walaupn botolnye kecik aje dan harganya (tak usah ku bilang,anggap saja infinity 0_o) ... tp berjaya menopengkan wajah yg sudah kusam kerana makan tidak dijaga dan juga kurang bersenam...(dan kurang tido!)
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| Saba froggy!!! dont go yet... take me with you XD |
iyaa.. merapu sudah.. komplen pon sudah... sekarang masa untuk menjadi waras...
Hehe.. the best part is always whenever i got confused (over so many things to do in so little time with each and every one of them is very very important.... confused over the need to satisfy our bosses so that we are able to meet their expectations).... a simple words of encouragement came to help me decide and choose.
It says: Sebaik-baik pekerja adalah yang kuat dan amanah...
as i said in my previous post, people everyday has lots of expectations... we expect the waiter will always come to us utk amek order, we expect our dinner to be served faster, we expect that the cat will not poop in front of your house every morning! And we expect the garbageman will empty our garbage bin every single day... but all these expectations were met by humans.... these expectations were possible sbb human beings yg bekerja dgn sgt2 tekun so that they are able to make us satisfied (our expectations were met).. well, except for the cat of course....hehe
and so i am one of those human beings yang diperlukan untuk meet other people's requirement.... dorang tak salah when they expect something out of me... sbb mmg patut pun they expect something... because THIS IS THE ROAD THAT I HAVE CHOSEN.Sape yang suruh wanie sambung master? Wanie... Sape yang suruh wanie ngaja tusyen? Wanie jugak... Me myself.... I am the reason i didnt sleep... i am the reason of kerja2 yang banyak, sbb I CHOSE TO SERVE THESE PEOPLE since the very beginning...
with this comes a lot of responsibility... Supervisor expect us to help her in almost everything.... i did overviews, i did slides, all kinds of slides... paper presentations, motivational course presentations, i prepared course outline, and i assist the assistant of my supervisor... (nah.. assistant die pn perlukan wanie utk assist) hehe... and now with a million dollar 'project' i'm doing with my supervisor, the load is tripled! Of course, my own research (dah bekulat agaknye file tu kat bilek)....good god... i've plenty i can learn!
My boss ngaja tusyen expect me untuk gantikan kelas2 yang banyak ujung2 minggu... my kids... monday with f4 sains, tuesday f5 kimia, and wednesday f5 sains... all these babies needed me. and poor little darlings.. budak2 tahun 5 dan tahun 6 sains yang really like to spoil me!... mommy got to let you go because mommy is busy :-(
if i cancel the class, kene ganti hari lain... same gak kan.. its like menambah beban pulak sbb tangguh keje... and of course, kesian kak zila kerani tu kene cari cikgu ganti... nak kurangkan jumlah kelas pn susah.. there's always a reason why i cant leave them...
Tapi :-) dgn adanya words of wisdom yg ckp tentang pekerja yang kuat dan amanah... i felt recharged everytime!! huyeaahhh!!!!! being strong physically and smart enough to satisfy everyone and our own needs is very hard to accomplish.... and so i did a list of what i need, and what other people need from me...
Me: currently only busy with my million dollar agenda (hehe)
- need a lot of time to read lots of books
- need time to select and rearrange points
- time to write about it
- deadline: in 1-2 days
- time to rest, at least 2 hours to sleep
- if i'm successful, i'll have a good life
My kids: mengharapkan tunjuk ajar yang mudah difahami dan kelas yang seronok dn tak ngantok! What i got from this?? only a few bucks dan masa2 ceria bersama budak2...
Kak zila kerani: kalau boleh taknak lagi dah carik cikgu baru, atau cikgu ganti je slalu.. what i got from this?? nothing....
and so.... i guess i still have to carry on...... i'll manage my time in a perfect schedule so that i can meet other people's expectations, and on the same time satisfying my own needs... anyhow, i may not get a lot of money... but at least i'm being responsible dan amanah... and of course... strong...:-)
but first!!! settelkan dulu semuanya until friday... friday afternoon, i'll sleep!! ujung minggu, prepare bahan utk kelas ari monday until wed.... nnti mase nak ngaja tinggal refresh je... so, everyday, from monday till friday adalah masa utk keje! dan ari ahad adalah masa utk tido! hahahaha.... (dear... bile nk hangout kalo camni kan... hehehe... plenty of time for everybody :-D)
xpe... bersusah-susah dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian!!! hehe.... tak lame... abes bulan 5 dah tak sibuk daa... hehe...
p.s: nak try dululah this week, if cannot, tpakselaa mintak gak org len gantikan until bulan 5... i'll try to hang on!!! doing the best i can :-)
goodluck me!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..... eh .....jgn tdo! siapkan dulu keje!
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